Tech has created more billionaires and centi-millionaires than ever existed. They all spend their money on sports teams, yachts … but never drop a couple million on open source, even the projects they relied on! At best, it’s corporate money.
Ernest Goes to Camp is the only movie I can recall that ends with a dramaric (frantic?) waving of a temporary injunction. After the Home Alone-esque fight betwist kids and construction workers, of course.
I have been playing around with Soketi as a self-hosted Pusher alternative and, while the software is great, boy is its documentation and error messaging lacking. If you’re trying to run it and get the error
There was an error while parsing the JSON in your config file. It has not been loaded.
This is, as near as I can tell, the minimum required set of keys to get an app working:
{
"debug": true,
"port": 6001,
"appManager.array.apps": [
{
"id": "id",
"key": "key",
"secret": "secret",
"webhooks" : []
}
]
}Without the empty webhooks array, it kept failing on me.
I still have not gotten a pm2 instance to accept a config file 😭️. I gave up on the Docker instance because it doesn’t allow more than one app per instance and I want something more flexible.
I’m sure it’s great and super easy if you’re just spinning up a single app, though!
Some will point to the laws of supply and demand, which is a) facile, b) not relevant in industries like streaming, and c) not nearly enough to account for the rate of increases we’ve been seeing in consumables. The real reason, of course, is greed: Those selling think they can make more money by raising prices and enough consumers will continue to fork over the money to offset those who don’t.
Here’s where we get to the issue: This economic model ignores how people actually work.
I'm gonna charge you more based on your zip code to read thisMan, isn't it amazing how every company's image is doing sooo much better now, increasing prices for the same or lower quality?
I feel like society doesn’t give the average person enough opportunities to formally and vehemently object to things. The fun is always reserved for lawyers and people who have dumb friends that make bad decisions about marriage.
Seriously, imagine being able to object at some idiot ordering a well-done steak.
The number one sign I liked a book is when, after finishing, I immediately go to Amazon/the author's site to see what else they have published. Considering this book itself came from a mad dash to the web after finishing Ophelia After All, it's safe to say I'm a fan of the author.
This is undoubtedly one of the best sapphic romances I've read with a central conceit of sports, bar none. Everything felt eminently believable - the at times over-the-top teenage emotions, the descriptions of soccer (shockingly well-done for a book with other considerations on its mind), even the straight-from-the-80s-movies rich vs. poor side of town divide seems apt to boil over deliciously. Do you know how hard it is to read while trying to cover your eyes in secondhand embarrassment?!
I hate to dig into the sports metaphor bag, but this book feels earned, in every sense of the word.
The burn is slow, though the groundwork is laid out from the beginning with every step pounding out character and plot beats true to both. You might have trouble getting past the first bit – not because of but despite the stellar writing, as Vale starts in a hole and tries to dig her way out for a while before figuring out which way is up.
But if you can stick through it, the unfolding narrative and character growth will make this book more than worth the read.
A queer YA romance about rival soccer players from author Racquel Marie, perfect for fans of She Drives Me Crazy.
Valentina “Vale” Castillo-Green’s life revolves around soccer. Her friends, her future, and her father’s intense expectations are all wrapped up in the beautiful game. But after she incites a fight during playoffs with her long-time rival, Leticia Ortiz, everything she’s been working toward seems to disappear.
Embarrassed and desperate to be anywhere but home, Vale escapes to her beloved childhood soccer camp for a summer of relaxation and redemption...only to find out that she and the endlessly aggravating Leticia will be co-captaining a team that could play in front of college scouts. But the competition might be stiffer than expected, so unless they can get their rookie team’s act together, this second chance—and any hope of playing college soccer—will slip through Vale’s fingers. When the growing pressure, friendship friction, and her overbearing father push Vale to turn to Leticia for help, what starts off as a shaky alliance of necessity begins to blossom into something more through a shared love of soccer. . . and maybe each other.
When I started writing reviews, I wanted to get away from star ratings and trying to prove the quality of the site through sheer mass of books. I strove to be more personalized, with my actual recommendations coming through. I thought this would lead to a smaller, more curated set of books that tended toward the high end of my rating scale. What I failed to realize is that there are lots of perfectly cromulent books out there, they're just not the best at their given niche or subject.
Take Her On is a perfectly fine sapphic romance about two soccer (we're going with soccer for clarity's sake) rivals in their last year of university who are suddenly teamed up against their will. It's even got the most milquetoast exoticness possible (Briish accents just not having the same effect on the page as they do on screen).
But ultimately, I think the better version of this book is You Don't Have A Shot. Again, not that this book is bad, but if you came to me asking for a book about soccer (or even sports in general), I would first push you there – with one exception.
If you're someone looking for (I believe the euphemism we use now is) spice, I would recommend this mostly because the other is explicitly YA and thus far more tame. The sex spicy scenes get pleasingly graphic, and help up the intensity. But overall, the book doesn't hold together quite as well as an entire work as YDHAS, and thus falls to the "maybe" recommendation.
Maya’s final year at university is off to a rocky start.
Between pining for her childhood best friend, trying to revitalise her football team after another year of defeat, and dealing with her family problems, Maya is already overwhelmed.
When her arch rival, Jamie Mellor, joins the football squad, it threatens to push her over the edge. Not only it is the last chance to prove her worth as captain, Maya must now find a way to play alongside this annoying loud mouth without losing her mind every five minutes.
Jamie is in desperate need of a fresh start after all the drama at her last university. All she wants is to focus on football and listen to her eighties music…although she has to admit, riling up her new captain is seriously entertaining.
This year, love is the last thing on Jamie’s mind. Trouble is, there’s just something about Maya Thomas she can’t keep away from.
As the championship draws near, tensions rise and secrets threaten to unravel. Are the games strictly on the field? Or have the two rivals finally met their match?
A repost of a great accessibility resource that I want to ensure remains online
Note: This content, by Anne Gibson, was originally published at the Pastry Box Project, under a Creative Commons (CC BY-NC-ND 4.0) license. I am reposting it here so that it might remain accessible to the wider web at large.
Which letter are you?Forgive the lack of posts recently, a back injury has mostly confined me to bed, and I get a little sick of staring at computer screens.
But while I’ve been out of it I caught up on Aaron Sorkin’s The Newsroom, which I had never seen. As a fan of The West Wing and yes, even Studio 60, I thought, as a former journalismo myself, this would be right up my alley.
And it definitely inspired me … to get back into writing code. It was so bad. I was surprised at how bad it was. It made me question my own taste and wonder whether I’d misjudged Sorkin’s talent.
Don’t get me wrong, he has some good scripts, and some of his meaty monologues and dialogues in various things he’s written are an absolute delight.
But he’s also written the same show at least three times now? Including similar (in some cases, identical) plot points, themes, specific jokes, even a reference to using too much back medicine as an excuse for why a white man said something dumb.
In case you couldn’t tell from my recipe intro up top there, this is a post about how I reworked Newslurp, a little app I coded four years ago (right before the Big Newsletter Boom thanks to Covid!). I switched RSS services at one point and was using a “subscribe to the newsletter from the service’s email” feature, but the lack of polish in the app (and severe degradation of basic feed-reading) means I’m back on the market.
And rather than tying all my content to another proprietary app, I decided revive Newslurp so I could keep better control of everything. The app had a significant overhaul, with most of the email heavy lifting now being done in Google Apps Script (thus removing the need for Google API integration and the PECL mailparse extension, which is not readily available on shared hosts).
I also switched from MySQL to SQLite (because this is not really an application that needs a whole MySQL DB), and updated the code/dependencies to run on PHP 8.2
My biggest takeaway from the whole thing is that while I really love types, PHP does not make it easy to use them properly with collections or array-like objects. Yikes.
As always, I hope this is in some way helpful to others, but mostly it’s helpful to me! Enjoy.
If only I could have made it a slideshow spread out over 50 page loads ...
What makes a well-rounded character? The answers to that question are as varied as any character you can come up with. Ignatius P. Reilly, despite being a round person who's not particularly well, is still to my mind a well-rounded character. If I'm speaking to generics, I would say "having a sense that this person existed before the book started and will continue to exist after it ends" is pretty important, though in romance the latter half tends to be a bit forsaken for the "happily ever after" sort of squashing everything together in a warm little biscuit for you to eat and sit with.
The other part tends to be a character who's more than a stereotype or an archetype; one who can surprise you without it seeming it going entirely against already established motives or ways of being. An adverbial phrase I use a lot is "fully fleshed-out" (weirdly also commenting on body size, somehow? English is weird) – typically this means getting inside the head of the characters (for first-person perspectives), or getting enough of their background and ways of interacting with others and themselves (third-person) that we have an understanding of what makes them tick.
I hesitate to make Grand, Sweeping Generalizations about any genre, for the (to my mind) good reasons that a) I have not read every book and b) one always has to wonder how much of any observation about a trend is at least affected by both frequency illusion and/or confirmation bias.
And so while I'll caveat it thusly, I do want to call out what seems to me a bit of a tendency to over-commit to nigh-crippling anxiety disorders, or a heavily reliance on neurodivergence as a primary if not (in some cases, though to be clear not in this book) sole defining characteristic.
I'm not slagging this book, mind! It's a perfectly cromulent YA romance, with some nice / funny / sweet moments around date ideas and milestone moments. I do think the characters are for the most part well-drawn, and Rose has a way of teasing out and exploring small flaws in her characters to both cathartic and interesting plot ends.
But if I'm being 100% honest, I felt like I've read the main character (Naomi) before. Part of that is absolutely on me and the number of similar books I've read. But coming somewhat close on the heels of having read Love is for Losers, Naomi just felt like a flatter version of Phoebe from that book.
That being said, I will call out the love interest main, Andrea, as being particularly well-written, with a slowly-teased out backstory that absolutely informs and drives all the decisions that came before we understood it, and closes the loop rather perfectly.
Maybe that's why Naomi stuck out for me so much? Andrea felt so vibrant and original that Naomi (who we're introduced to first and takes up more room in the book, if not by word count than certainly by presence) just sort of seems washed-out.
Nevertheless! The Summer List is still a solid YA romance novel that'll keep you warm in the coldest of those Canadian winters.
This review is for an advanced reader copy of the book, provided by the author.
One summer can change everything.
At least, that’s what Naomi has heard. Personally, she’s not interested in changing anything. With the start of university looming like the Ghost of Adulthood Yet to Come, Naomi is ready to spend the most uneventful summer of her life house sitting for her dad’s boss.
Her friends might be making epic summer bucket lists, but to Naomi, two months alone in a giant mansion sounds like just the escape she needs from the anxiety that’s spent her whole life telling her change can’t be anything but bad.
Andrea is ready for a change. Sure, she might have taken things a little too far by dumping her boyfriend, quitting her job, and breaking into her dad’s seemingly empty house to spend the summer plotting her next move, but Andrea has never done anything by halves.
When she discovers the house is not, in fact, empty, and that the mysterious house sitter with the biggest blue eyes she’s ever seen is hiding a secret summer bucket list, Andrea hatches a plan to tick the items off together.
It’s the perfect trade: Naomi gets an accountability buddy, Andrea gets an excuse to avoid planning her own future for just a little longer, and once the list is complete, they go their separate ways.
It’s simple, it’s effective, and it definitely doesn’t leave room for them to fall in love—no matter how many times they stay up all night talking, or how good it feels when their hands touch, or how much they both wish September would stay far, far away.
Ugh, maybe there’s a reason “don’t judge a book by its cover” exists as a concept. But I don’t think that’s the issue. Maybe it should be, “don’t judge art by its marketing.”
Anymore, though, marketing is given, if not equal weight with the work itself, at the very least a huge impact on a given piece of media. And while I’ve defended movies, books, plays, etc., that have gotten a bad reputation on the back of crappy promotional efforts, I also don’t really judge or blame people who don’t want to take the effort to go beyond what they’re presented. It’s not like it’s the consumer’s fault the very people tasked with presenting a piece of art’s best facets to the world failed miserably.
All of which is to say, you should go into this book with your eyes open. This is not a happy-go-lucky romance, with a quick meet-cute and maybe a little tension and probably a dog or a cat for some antics, but ultimately it’s a straight shot with but a speed bump or two along a defined path to Love.
There’s romance involved, to an extent, but more accurately this a book about coming to terms with one’s queer identity, and how to navigate that alongside others.
Trigger warnings for parental issues, some intense self-loathing and depression.
I don’t think it’s a spoiler alert (the titular “epic construct” turns out to have been gender all along, presumably with the candlestick in the conservatory) to say that I can’t even give you a straight (or not-straight) gender pairing in the tags.
But I will say that the book seems an honest recounting of people who are having all sorts of gender feels. It painstakingly earns its twist (though tbh much like an M. Night movie, if you’re even slightly paying attention it’s not much of a reveal), and there’s a surprisingly broad spectrum of queer identities plumbed.
I had trouble trying to figure out who I’d recommend this book to. Maybe baby gays (and bis-es, and trans-es, etc.), for the solidarity note that you are not alone in figuring this out and gender is hard?
I’d almost wish to be able to give it to every cis person who doesn’t understand that figuring out what gender box to tick (or pics to swipe on, for relationships) isn’t easy for everyone, but it is the case that the Venn diagram people who would most benefit from reading the book and those who never would is devastatingly close to a circle.
So if you’re looking for a gender exploration / queer awakening narrative, this might be up your alley. If you’re looking more for a straightforward romance, well, there’s the whole rest of the website to explore.
Is an LGBTQ+ friendly dating app the answer to all of Penelope's dating woes? Her ex-girlfriend turned asexual best friend and roommate sure thinks so.
Penelope matches with the mysterious, yet charming Riley, who identifies as queer, but is slow to open up about his sexuality... and everything else.
As she explores dating again, she gets the opportunity to MC a drag brunch, in full drag king regalia. For a long time, Penelope has suspected she might be nonbinary, but that feels like something she'll sort out on her own eventually... right?
The drag brunch is a smashing success, and she meets a beautiful woman in the audience named Taylor. They begin forming a deep connection in their queerness and Taylor supports her as she finally explores her gender identity.
Penelope notices similarities between Riley and Taylor, in the way they think, the way they talk, and most importantly in the way they make her feel. What if the two people she's falling for are more than just amazing, what if they're her soul mate?
There’s sometimes a rhythm to subjects that get portrayed in popular media. Movies famously get released in pairs (The Prestige and The Illusionist, Finding Nemo and A Shark’s Tale), and books are no different (in 2023 the “professional bridesmaid” / “paid fake date” trope swept through the fields of lesbians fiction like a horde of locusts).
Maybe it’s intentional, but more often it’s just that an idea is out there in the culture, and multiple people run with it.
On the one hand, I’m psyched, because this is the second queer reality show book I’ve read and I loved both of them. But it can be a bit irksome, as a freak who inhales romance novels, to find plots hinging on the exact same contrivances.
So a few points off of Hot Summer for (unintentionally) rhyming its plot with an absolute gem of a book, but there are so many already on the board it really doesn’t matter.
Our protagonist, Cas, has closed herself off to love owing to some bad experiences in her life. She’s just in this for the job she’s been promised afterward. Ada, by contrast, is all about the love. She longs to find someone to connect with … and the eye-banging that starts the minutes these two see each other bodes well for that.
Honestly, sometimes I feel like I’m on a reality show when I read fictionalized versions of them. All the emotions feel heightened, like the added layer of seeing behind the artifice of television shrinks the remove from the characters provided by the framing of a novel. I’m trapped with the book just as they are on location, and I found myself unable to stop until I’ve finished - just my little commitment to honoring their (voluntary) predicament.
Cas feels so real, probably because I identified with her a lot (not sure I’m supposed to, to be clear!). I think I doubly identified with how she did - guarded, but wishing she were more like Ada, open and free. Ada, of course, was an absolute delight - everything a girl could want or want to be.
I also thoroughly enjoyed all the other contestants as well - whether they were important plot-important friends or throwaway villains, each rise to the occasion perfectly and left me with an impression. I’d even be willing to read the Rashomon-esque take on Femi and Sienna, they were so well-written.
Hot Summer is a perfect Sapphic beach read, sure, but it’ll also keep you warm the rest of year, too.
This summer, things are about to heat up. Cas Morgan has spent years of her life watching Hot Summer, the hit reality dating show that pairs together a bunch of sexy singles in an exotic island location.
Like the rest of the TV-watching UK public, she's captivated by the hot contestants, outrageous fights, and hilarious banter. But she never quite thought she'd be a part of it, until her company secures a partnership with the production team behind the show, and Cas is handpicked as a contestant.
She won't get any extra help making it through the eight weeks in the hot Cypriot sun, but if she does well and makes it to the finals, her long-awaited promotion will be secured. Cas is ready to spend the summer trying to make herself more likeable to win over the voting public--and, if not likeable, then at least iconic.
But just as she steps into the villa, her entire plan goes off course. She's instantly smitten with fellow contestant, Ada, who shockingly appears to be on the show to find a genuine relationship, one Cas can't give.
Ada is gorgeous and charming, and seems to like Cas exactly as she is, sharp-edges and all. Cas isn't used to the side of herself Ada brings out, and when their connection becomes undeniable--and Cas's own standing in the villa precarious--she's torn between listening to her heart or sticking to her strategy.
I’m a fickle science fiction reader. I have a horrible time with complicated names (which is why I read almost zero high fantasy), and hard sci-fi usually just leaves me bored.
But I really dig a good concept, a delightful twist on the norm, and that can carry a book a long way for me. All the better when (like the first and third Andy Weir books) it’s well-written, to boot.
Annie LeBlanc caught my attention because of the hook - every 10 years, someone in the town of Lennon, CA, gets to come back from the dead. For 30 days.
That’s a solid idea! Everyone’s always looking for new takes on zombies (aren’t they?). While much can go wrong in the translation from notion to novel (especially those that would have been better staying as short stories), thankfully, that’s not the case here. And it’s queer, to boot??
I want to center this review on the main character, Wilson, because (to her) it seems so little else does. I loved Wilson, even though she’s a tragically flawed narrator, because her misperceptions are deeply rooted in her reality.
She travels through life with self-esteem and self-worth issues all but literally running her down in monster trucks. Wilson has difficulty reframing any narrative in such a light where she is not bathed in an accusatory, self-recriminating glow.
As we learn more about her world and the people in it, I think it’s not a spoiler to say she lives a wish-fulfilled life any in her unworthy-feeling shoes would dream of. It’s wonderful to see someone brought back up from such depths.
This is not a romance novel; it’s honestly not even really sci-fi, though it takes elements from both. At heart, it’s a tale of friendship and love, of connections lost and found again.
Its genre-ness leads me to shy away from classing it a must-read, but I do think it’d be a lovely pickup for anyone looking for something just a touch outside the norm. Even though the primary conceit may be a little out there, the central tenets touch at universal fears and needs we all share an understanding – and longing – for.
Every ten years in the strange little town of Lennon, California, one person is chosen to return from the dead...
Wilson Moss entered the town's top-secret contest in the hopes of resurrecting her ex-best friend Annie LeBlanc, but that doesn't mean she thought she'd actually win. Now Annie's back and Wil's ecstatic--does it even really matter that Annie ghosted her a year before she died...?
But like any contest, there are rules, and the town's resurrected dead can only return for thirty days. When Wil discovers a loophole that means Annie might be able to stay for good, she's desperate to keep her alive. The potential key? Their third best friend, Ryan.
Forget the fact that Ryan openly hates them both, or that she and Wilson have barely spoken since that awkward time they kissed. Wil can put it aside for one month; she just needs to stop thinking about it first. Because Wil has one summer to permanently put an end to her loneliness--it's that, or lose her only friends...again.
But along the way, she might have to face some difficult truths about Annie's past and their friendship that, so far, she's left buried.
This book is not going to speak to everyone. I can guarantee you that right off the bat. It’s gritty, it’s got rough edges. It’s downright raw. Like walking the entire length of a gravel driveway barefoot, it’ll jab you in unexpected places every time you think you’ve finally figured out the rhythm.
But it’s also tender, warm-hearted, and so suffused with love it’s running off the pages.
The titular Kat loves to watch the Mouse (real name: Dot) at play from afar, refereeing roller derby bouts while daydreaming about the beefy blocker. Mouse, by contrast, can’t stand Kat’s calling of penalties … until they get to know each other better, and Mouse is ensnared in her trap.
As an avowed aficionado of roller derby (and a one-time aspirant who made it a whopping five practices before breaking her leg and deciding it was safer in the bleachers), this book was a given as soon as I saw it.
But I was hardly expecting, much less ready for the avalanche of emotions and heavy moods this book foisted on me. I’ll pause here for content warnings regarding lengthy depictions of mental illness, substance abuse and religious quackery in the book, and discussions of same below.
Rather than skirting around or shying away, we go deep into these characters’ psyches. Dot’s struggles with mental illness are both structurally important as well as extremely emotional. I sometimes struggle on re-reads of this book because Dot’s heart is so raw and tender, I can barely stand to read the torture she goes through.
I do not pretend to understand the realities of her illness, but I empathize deeply about seemingly uncontrollable feelings rising up in an attempt to drown out all other emotions and thoughts.
This book may not wind up at the top of everyone’s favorites list, but I consider a must-read nonetheless.
It’s important from an intersectional standpoint, for sure (mental illness and queer and happy ending), but it’s also just a damn good piece of writing filled with believable characters in realistic situations. I only wish I could head down to the track to catch a bout.
Katrina Brooks is a gifted photographer and an excellent roller derby referee. When she's wearing her stripes, she's focused and professional--and she rarely misses a call. Problem is, Kat's got her eye on a "Mouse" who has a knack for getting into trouble.
Dorothy Mauser (Dot) is a trash-picking junk artist with a big heart but a volatile temper. She's also the most penalty-heavy skater in Crosscannon Roller Derby. Far from realizing our ref has a thing for her, Dot thinks Kat has it in for her.
As Kat prepares her work for display at Crosscannon Pridefest, Dot gets a chance to see her true colors. A tentative collaboration between these two artists quickly reveals a mutual attraction. But with playoffs on the horizon, their newfound connection may not survive their on-the-track tension--or the deeper insecurities it brings to light. Can Kat and Mouse overcome the instincts driving them apart? Or, for them, is animosity just the nature of the game?
It's so refreshing to have a book sneak up on me! Especially from a publisher I adore (First Second, which has a large number of fantastic graphic novels). There I was, just minding my own business in the bookstore, when I saw a particularly pink graphic novel sitting amongst the pride display. I grabbed it, looked at the back, and was instantly drawn in!
Critiquing graphic work in general is difficult for me, because I feel I lack both the knowledge and the terminology to do so intelligently. So take it on faith that my thoughts on this book are how it fares to a general reader, not an expert of the form.
I loved the art in Belle of the Ball. For me, graphic novel art works best when it's interesting enough to catch my eye but not so detailed or thorough to pull me too far from the plot. The nontraditional body builds and styles complement each character perfectly, enhancing our insight into them without resorting to relying on stereotypes. The dialog felt realistic and, at times, hilarious (I actually laughed at loud a couple times, a rare feat when reading). And I appreciated the narrowness of the story, keeping to the plot without wandering off on tangents or getting too far afield at any point, while still keeping the flow interesting.
I know there are people who aren't particularly into YA, which is the only reason I'm leaving this as Highly Recommended instead of a Must Read. Some believe that YA is lesser than adult literature, and I simply don't have time or energy for that argument. But I do recognize that books aimed at YA audiences tend to be more streamlined, glossing over or omitting complications for the sake of providing a cleaner narrative or moral.
This book does take some plot shortcuts, especially at the end, in how things resolve. But the journey to get there is so good (and the ending so wonderful) that I'm more than OK with overlooking some rough bits. Belle of the Ball had me rooting for the princess the whole way through, and cheering when she finally got her storybook ending.
High-school senior and notorious wallflower Hawkins finally works up the courage to remove her mascot mask and ask out her longtime crush: Regina Moreno, head cheerleader, academic overachiever, and all-around popular girl. There's only one teensy little problem: Regina is already dating Chloe Kitagawa, athletic all-star...and middling English student.
Regina sees a perfectly self-serving opportunity here, and asks the smitten Hawkins to tutor Chloe free of charge, knowing Hawkins will do anything to get closer to her.
And while Regina's plan works at first, she doesn't realize that Hawkins and Chloe knew each other as kids, when Hawkins went by Belle and wore princess dresses to school every single day. Before long, romance does start to blossom...but not between who you might expect.
I try not to be a vacation snob. I’ve done the regular touristy type things, like taking a cruise to a foreign country and trying some of the day trips.
But I find it’s much more enjoyable to just go somewhere and explore. For example, on a trip to Australia we just rented a car and drove around for a couple weeks. We stumbled upon some of the most delightful places and experiences (a county fair; an island only accessible by passenger boat) that I have no idea how to find if I even thought to seek them out.
Poppy Jenkins provided me exactly that wander-y, exploratory feeling for the small country of Wales. Even though the writing felt a bit choppy at times, the experience of living within the lives of the titular Poppy and Rosalyn, made this book irresistible.
I want to walk down to the local shop for some sweets.
I want to roll down the hill atop the long grass, splash my feet in the river. And of course, I want to taste some of the delectable delights from Poppy’s café. It’s hard not to see the landscape, the town, the whole country, really, as a character in its own right.
But as far as humans go, Poppy is one of the better main character heroines I’ve read in a while. An endless source of happiness and optimism for seemingly the entire village, her experiences in dating probably resonate with anyone who lives in a small town with no larger ones nearby. Rosalyn, by contrast, never really fit into the countryside as well as she might’ve liked.
The friction between the two served to sand off their respective rough edges. Both complement each other in a way that only a perfectly matched pair can.
That’s not to say there’s no conflict, because basically three-quarters of the book deals with issues that swirl around, but are not directly related to them. I thought they were entertainingly presented, though I might’ve done with a bit less village gossip and descriptions of chamber of commerce meetings.
But overall, Poppy Jenkins’ story is so delightful and uplifting it’s got me trying (and failing) to learn Welsh. I guess I’ll have to just suffice with making a return trip every now and then on rereads of this delightful little romance.
Poppy Jenkins makes everyone smile. She's the heart of Wells, a beautiful village in mid-Wales, leaving light and laughter in her wake. She has a doting family, an errant dog and a little sister with a nose for mischief.
But she's the only gay in the village and it's a long time since she kissed a girl: the chance of romance in sleepy Wells is rarer than a barking sheep.
If she doesn't think too hard, life is cosy, until a smart sports car barrels into town with the last woman Poppy wants to see behind the wheel. Beautiful Rosalyn Thorn was once Poppy's high school BFF even though she was trouble. Then one day she abandoned Wells and Poppy without explanation.
Now the highflier is back and bound to cause fresh havoc in the village and with Poppy's heart; folk are not happy.Wells needs to wake up to the 21st century and Rosalyn can help, but old prejudices die hard.
If they can be friends it could be the chance to make everyone's happy ever after. Couldn't it?
Sometimes it’s hard to articulate why you like something. This can seem obvious when it’s a B movie (“it’s so bad it’s good!”), but I even struggle sometimes to describe specifically why I like, say, apples.
“Because it’s crisp.” “Because it’s sweet.” “Whatever the hell ‘mouthfeel’ means.”
And those things are true, but they feel inadequate. Because there are plenty of crisp, sweet things with cromulent mouthfeel I don’t like, so logically it seems like there should be something else, something more that I’m not conveying.
As a reviewer, this can be, as you might imagine, frustrating. It’s even worse when I can specifically articulate things I dislike, because it winds up looking like a pro/cons list of ask the reasons to say “no.”
Foreshadowing aside, Heartstrings is the story of Mira, the no-nonsense financial planner, and Shelby, the free-spirited violin teacher. Mira’s nephew, Ben, gets unexpectedly dropped in her lap for a few months, and the boy needs to violin! Hence, the meet-cute.
I’ll be blunt: There’s a bunch about Heartstrings I just straight-up don’t like. The way the kid gets treated, the relationship between Mira and her sister. The names of the main characters (Shelby and Mira). I don’t even particularly like the manner of attraction between Shelby and Mira.
And yet.
There’s something about this story! Shelby’s family (and family dynamics) are a delight. Their joint focus on Ben is heartwarming in a non-cheesy way, and their complementary natures really do shine through in a way that you can see how being together is better for the both of them.
I even like the way they deal with their (quasi-joint, part-separate) baggage about how they live their lives, which is rare in a book like this.
So unfortunately, I can’t give you a laundry list of reasons why you should read this book. You’re just gonna have to trust me on this one, Heartstrings will leave yours plucked in just the right way.
Mira Collins has her life together. She’s built a solid career as a financial planner, a comfortable home, and an uncomplicated and regimented routine…until her wayward sister, Vannah, shows up unexpectedly and drops a bomb on her orderly world. Ever dependable Mira reluctantly accepts temporary custody of her ten-year-old nephew, Ben, then quickly learns that not all responsibilities can be handled with a color-coded calendar system, and that being a substitute parent is terrifying. There are new skills, stressors, and emotions to contend with, many of which are simultaneously simplified and complicated by Ben’s beautiful young violin teacher.
Shelby Tanner is fresh out of grad school and eager to start her first job as an orchestra teacher, and although she believes the power of music will enrich her students’ lives, she still feels like she’s waiting for her own to start. Working harder than ever to make ends meet while struggling to find her feet, she quickly learns that not everything can be handled with a well-tuned instrument or a creative mindset, and that being an adult is terrifying. She’s desperate to feel confident and competent, but the world keeps tripping her up. Case in point, her growing attraction to the guardian of her most gifted young musician.
Drawn together by their changing circumstances and their mutual affection for Ben, Shelby and Mira learn to lean on each other despite their differences in age, personality, and lifestyle, until Vannah’s reappearance threatens to upend everyone’s lives all over again. Is attraction enough to sustain opposites without the commonality of Ben between them, or will the beautiful music they’ve created together fade into silence?
This book was an awakening.
Chasing Stars marks a third and, sadly, final trip to the Three Rivers Campground, an idyllic slice of queerness set in the already gorgeous backdrop of Vancouver Island, BC.
Littlest sister Clover Rivers, last but not least of her name, is back in town during the summer gap between undergrad and starting her master’s program. Unfortunately for her, the past has found its way back to the present in the form of Neavh, the one that got (fled, really) away.
It’s … it’s everything, y’all. The revelation I alluded to up top is that apparently people finding someone else who just gets them is my jam. Apparently I need an “emotional intimacy is my kink” bumper sticker?
The way Clover and Neavh fit together, even when there’s friction! It’s delicious, the warmth and camaraderie and (not really a spoiler) love that flows between them like a … flowing body of water.
Gah, it’s a river, sorry, couldn’t help myself.
Don’t get me wrong, the they’re still plenty realistic enough to make choices that annoy the hell out of me. Silly young people, never befitting from the wisdom of my experience!
But sometimes we must forgive others the sin of being 22, and in this case it’s easy to do.
Chasing Stars is the perfect wrap-up to the Rivers sisters’ stories, a literal bow on a wonderful present from the author. Though I’m sorry we won’t get more stories about them, it’s easy as a reader (and fan) to take comfort that the ones we got were so lovingly crafted.
Give the whole series a read; it’s time very well spent.
This review is for an advanced reader copy of the book, provided by the publisher.
Clover Rivers is completely, totally over her ex.
Sure, her first ever relationship with a girl might have ended in a catastrophic breakup people still whisper about, but Clover is done with it.
The four years since have made her stronger. Smarter. Four years have turned her into the kind of woman who doesn’t believe in wishes on stars or miraculous second chances. As an aspiring environmental scientist, Clover puts her faith in cold, hard data, and the data says there’s no way anything good can come of messing around with a girl who already broke her heart.
Neavh Beaudoin is completely, totally still in love with Clover Rivers.
When a series of disasters lands her living on her cousin’s couch—and back in the small island town she never thought she’d see again—Neavh is forced to confront the truth: leaving Clover behind was the biggest mistake of her life, and she’d give every star in the sky for another chance.
As cramped small town life makes it impossible to ignore the way the two women still spark like a wildfire, Clover realizes Neavh’s reasons for leaving might not have been so straightforward, and the future she’s planned for herself in the meantime might not fit as well as she thought.
The data suggests they’re only in for another heartbreak, but every theory’s got the tiniest chance to be proven wrong—especially when your last shot at love might depend on finally getting things right.
I want to be annoyed by it. There’s something about setting a book in a bookstore, or about a writer, that feels … lazy? A little cheap? Like, of course I like bookstores, I’m reading an actual book. Shooting water in the proverbial barrel, as it were.
As may be evident from the title Pages from the Book of Broken Dreams, we have both a bookstore and a writer featured prominently. Main character Emma is interested in neither of those things, a non-reader, non-coffee drinker who looks for work in a bookstore cafe. Our object of interest, Aubrey, however, ticks both of our boxes and we’re off to the (wind-assisted) races.
This is not an easy book. There’s no meet-cute where the two immediately fall in love, traumas and hardships aren’t resolved with a kiss and some heavy petting. The novel feels like it deals with real people with real issues, trying to figure things out.
Pages doesn’t take shortcuts. It’s actually much more reliant on 90s music for its references than literary (or popular canon) knowledge. It seems to take care to earn every new plot progression, every lingering glance, every stolen kiss. It’s so slow-burning it might as well be called incremental smoldering, but it works. The tension between Aubrey and Emma ratchets up slowly, but there’s enough chemistry and repartee to sustain through.
I know we’re supposed to suspend disbelief for fiction, but I do want to call out what I like to refer to as “fixing yourself on someone else’s dime.” Both of these ladies have issues that they should definitely be seeing counselors or therapists about. While I’m happy they got together and can support each other, it’s not healthy to rely on one other person for everything. (Incidentally, this note directly ties into Aubrey’s backstory, making it all the more perplexing.)
Also, I know this is a college town for a liberal arts school, but is literally everyone in town a lesbian?
(I just re-read that sentence, and I withdraw my objection. Mea culpa.)
Pages from the Book of Broken Dreams is a deeply felt journey through two women’s attempts to heal themselves and find strength in one another. For that, I’d say it’s worth cracking the spine.
This review is for an advanced reader copy of the book, provided by the publisher.
Emmalynn Gallagher threw caution to the wind once—and found herself in the middle of a tornado. Needless to say, she won’t be doing that again. Now she fills her life with plans and to-do lists. Having moved home for a fresh start, Emma’s facing the ultimate re-do list when she abruptly comes face to face with Aubrey Glass, the source of Emma’s teenage yearning.
Aubrey wouldn’t recognize yearning if it tornadoed into her face, but she does recognize Emma…even if she wishes she didn’t. Socializing, especially with her past, is Aubrey’s least favorite activity. She’s tender in spots no one can see and would prefer to fade into the background.
Amidst the backdrop of towering shelves of books and the persistent aroma of freshly brewed coffee, Emma and Aubrey navigate their post-high school reunion. With plenty of fumbles and missteps, it doesn’t seem likely that they’ll manage to merge their paths, nor does it always seem that they want to…until suddenly, it’s the only thing that makes sense to either one of them.